Middle America's Worldview

Midweek of one out of five already. Well, regardless of the busyness with work, it still seems slow. This getting up 4 a.m. and to work around 5:30 6 a.m. is something else. My computer's clock remains set to eastern time to help me with my scheduled conference calls. I have to turn around to the microwave clock within the hotel room to see the local time. When I came into this hotel room I recognzied the layout. I asked the main desk later this week if they were affiliated with MainStay. They said they use to be MainStay, but no longer. This is the exact floorplan as the MainStay hotel I stay at in Pennsylvania. How freaking weird is that? The room is smaller than the one in PA but the same layout.

My wife had another emotional day today. She came into the room and I could see she was crying again. Seems the every other day schedule has been changed to everyday for our son while we are here. However, the Tuesday and Thursday's are only for 15 minutes. Seems our son informed the Doc 'mom been doing physical therapy, speech therapy, ect' Yeah, it's called excercise and continued speech therapy since we are in bumville and not home. So the gracious doctor thought it best to come in on the T days to do some physical therapy. Probably charge us another 2 days per week for this. The other thing that is upsetting her is the office stating it may be longer and/or more expense than we have informed you, prior of coming. But we will take a percentage off, ect to assist. Man, I wish they would find the solution and soon. We been out 10K out of pocket for this and most have come from charity or assistance. I shouldn't bitch because most families could not even do this. I have a lot of blessings and lattitude as opposed to most. Yet, it is frustrating to continue to see my wife and family go through this rollercoaster.

It boils down to this...The metals, toxic's ect that we have and flush out of our systems on a daily basis is not big deal. However, our son seems to not be able to flush those same metals, toxics ect out of his body. They want to remain there and build up. This crap then brings on the seizures, inability to concentrate, ect. The doc here is the only one identifying that and can remove it from his system with the high-tech equipment and treatments. However, the issue is for our son to continue to do so on his own. This is what the doc is now trying to figure out.. him and whomever he is consoling. We had hoped and was told the full program should remedy this issue. Since only being here a little over one week was such a remarkable improvement, it sounded logical to us. The set back we experienced was due to our son not continueing to flush this out without the laser, daily treatments ect. But we really can't live here, so we are hoping and praying for the answer to remedy this.

Our daughter stays with me in the hotel room while Kel and our son goes to the doc. She fixed me lunch and we took a break to hit the excercise room. I actually walked 2 miles on the treadmill. At least it blows steam and maybe some calories.